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:D (Big Grin) Heart  Thank you Thank you! for all the faves and watches! :D (Big Grin)Heart    I won't be responding to faves as there a lot. And my inbox is overwhelming so may take me to respond. It's been a few months since I have been on here. I had another battle to overcome and I kicked ass again!  For a long time now I have been playing the one step forward two back game and have felt so lost. Things have been falling into place. I am super stoked got my student loans taken care of from when I was 16Handdance . I keep doing my treatments for my ptsd and if health stays good I am thinking I will finally be going to school for forensic science!! If all goes well I am hoping this winter. Yay! :) :) :) (Smile) :D (Big Grin)  :happybounce:  Wish you all a Fantastic day!!

 Sleep paralysis? supernatural? or am I losing my mind?

What it is

Researchers still don't know a whole lot about sleep paralysis  and what causes it exactly. 
Sleep paralysis is a feeling of being conscious but unable to move. It occurs when a person passes between stages of wakefulness and sleep. During these transitions, you may be unable to move or speak for a few seconds up to a few minutes. 
People who experience sleep paralysis can have vivid hallucinations because they are dreaming, People have felt like they’re levitating or that someone is in their bedroom or a variety of other strange experiences
Over the centuries, symptoms of sleep paralysis have been described in many ways and often attributed to an evil presence unseen night demons. Almost every culture throughout history has had stories of shadowy evil creatures that terrify helpless humans at night. People have long sought explanations for this mysterious sleep-time paralysis and the accompanying feelings of terror.

People who have narcolepsy, a chronic sleep disorder that causes overwhelming drowsiness, or other sleep disorders have an increased risk for sleep paralysis. Other mental health disorders, such as depression and anxiety, have also been linked with greater chances of sleep paralysis.

My experience 

The very first time I experienced this sleep paralysis I was about 11. I felt like I woke up dead. I remember waking up cold, disoriented with an overwhelming feeling of fear.  I have woken with my mouth wide open in a silent scream, and  unable to move. My body felt almost like it was being stretched starting from head to toe or getting huge and then small again. Other times someone or something is on top of me holding me down drinking blood from my nipple and I can't breath. Always the sense of something in the room.
Now this where I question if this is sleep paralysis? Is it possible of supernatural? or am I am I losing my fucking mind? I experience all the same except I awake feeling the back of my head and body hit hard like I just bounced off the ground or something. I have marks on my body, what looks like hand print on my legs and thighs. It is terrifying always has been but I have had this happen to me for so long I just got use to it. But these new experience have brought me to a whole new level of terrified or crazy?

Is there anyone who can relate? 
I am so unsure of everything, not sure what to think. 
The hand prints on my legs 
really scares the shit of me!!



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DegsyJonesPhoto Featured By Owner Mar 2, 2017  Professional Photographer
deandawg Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2017
Thank you for watching x
Daniel-Loya-III Featured By Owner Mar 1, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
thanks! :)
hereisevil2 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2017
Thanks for the favs walking dead  that's the show   I want kick Eugene's ass tonight though
Cblue03 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
LOL! I just finished watching the walking dead. Yes but you know he wouldn't survive any other way. Blows my mind. I am hoping its just part of some clever plan he has brewing in that brain of his to take Niggan out. 
hereisevil2 Featured By Owner Feb 27, 2017
I hope I'd hate to see him FlIP on the group
Perseus67 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2017  Professional Photographer
Thnxz for the :+devwatch: :-)
Cblue03 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Your most welcome my friend :-)
DeviantRavnos Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2017
Thanks for the fave dear friend! :) :hug: :hug:
Cblue03 Featured By Owner Feb 26, 2017  Hobbyist Photographer
Of course sweetie :hug:
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